Taking Care of Me
By Audrey | April 17, 2010
First off, how adorable is the new nightie I am wearing in today’s update on my site? This reminds me so much of Waldo I couldn’t resist, though the little stripes make it impossible to wear on cam, I don’t care. It’s so comfy and the little ribbons are so much fun to play with, I had to shoot a little strip tease set so you could see up close what I’ve been lounging in many evenings.
Lately I’ve been almost angelic (for me anyway): working out an average of 3 days a week for an hour or just a bit over. I do a combination of at-home stuff like running up and down the stairs in my complex, workout tapes (I have a bunch already + thank you Netflix! ;), yoga, and other toning exercising and dumb-bells stuff. I’ve never been able to stick to going to the gym except when it was right next to my office, but I have quite a bit of exercise stuff, books, podcasts, magazines, all kinds of goodies to mix it up.
It’s nothing new for me to exercise but it is a bit different for me to be on an exercise kick like this with no weight loss goals in mind. For maybe the first time in my life I am exercising just for me, just to slow down and enjoy using my body, make it stronger, release all the stress I’ve been carrying. It feels wonderful!
Now, though I don’t really have any appearance related goals, I did buy a new sarong a couple weeks ago, and as soon as I did, I started looking forward to summer and swimsuit time! I realized this was the first year I had started a new workout program in time for it to actually make a difference by the time I am lounging around by the pool…hmmmmm! Got me all excited to shop for a new suit, sandals, earrings, the whole bathing ensemble!
Wait a minute…the point of this post is that I am working out and trying to NOT care if I lose weight, look better, or keep up with the Crunch girls on my workout tapes. It’s nice to envision my toned butt by the pool (go ahead, imagine it, isn’t it lovely?) but I have NO interest in dieting right now. I’ve learned to do things in moderation *most* of time and that is enough for me, even if I have a little belly pooch til the day I die. The point is getting stronger, feeling better, kissing goodbye to tension, and trying to be healthier overall.
When I am exercising regularly like this it really makes me realize just how important it really is, taking care of my body and treating it right. Dangerous territory of generalization here, but I really believe that our culture is so fixated with our bodies as tools – that it’s important to look beautiful or powerful or attractive because it’s part of what it means to be “Successful”. So many times in my life I have adopted a new workout routine because I wanted to lose weight, fit into a dress, look hot by the swimming pool – yep as you can see I am not immune to these kinds of pressures even now!
Not as often, but sometimes in moments of clarity, I feel that exercise, eating healthy, and taking care of my body should not have anything to do with some other goal. We think of our minds and bodies as separate, yet when we fail to take care of our bodies, all these little nasty bouts of depression, anger, and frustration can plague us. I especially am prone to this and if I stop exercising, it’s almost a guarantee that I’ll start feeling depressed within a couple of weeks. Makes me wonder why I would need a new dress or a swimsuit to motivate me to take care of myself when the real reason is much more basic and obvious: I take care of my body because it is ME.
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One of those what’s going on in my life entries
By Audrey | April 11, 2010
Sorry I have been neglecting my blog a bit, it has been a lot of work keeping organized maintaining my sites, shooting new stuff, and entertaining my family for their long visit. Yikes! Hmmm, not to mention the hours I have poured into Final Fantasy XIII the past few weeks soo….yeah….sorry!
The good news is I have a new system to keep me organized about the upcoming updates for all my sites. I have actually quite a bit of fetish content I have shot both of myself and other ladies that I have been holding onto for a couple new sites, but DAMN did I need to get organized first.
I had been in a bit of a funk since Christmas I think but I am starting to feel very positive now. All that painful dental work is over and paid for, I have been exercising like a madwoman in preparation for bikini season (for once early enough in the year for it to make a difference!), and I have a few exciting things going on in the world of non-porn opportunities.
Also, I have been practicing my artwork daily and I think I am improving quite a bit – I would love to retire on the beach and just paint all day at some point in my life so I have decided, why wait? Might as well start painting now, by the time I am ready to retire from other kinds of work I will probably be a master! (Assuming I retire at age 70 or so. Optimistic, aren’t I?)
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Spring has Sprung!
By Audrey | March 25, 2010
I must say I’m happy with the way Spring has started for me! This week has been full of sunny, springy activities, and a pleasant family visit.
I planted this little herb garden this week, and I’m eagerly awaiting my oregano, cilantro, parsley, rosemary, basil, and thyme sprouts. I’ve never had a kitchen garden before and my cat is entirely too interested in it, so wish me luck!
I took my parents to the Spring conservatory display at the Bellagio, and WOW, what an amazing scent in that room, full to the brim with fragrant hyacinth and bright with tulips, one of my favorite flowers.
Yesterday we went on a scenic country drive, explored a cactus nursery, the Red Rock Canyon, and enjoyed the sunshine, a thoroughly lovely and tiring day!
With all that sunshine-related fun I am definitely ready to kick my winter blues goodbye! I’m almost done with my ongoing dental work, the weather is warm, and it’s time for short skirts and sandals again. Soon enough I’ll be in a bikini tasting food out of my new herb garden–I love it when it warms up outside! :)
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Dirty Doodles
By Audrey | March 23, 2010
I think it’s so awesome that members of my site have been asking for more “Audrey the Artist” updates! It’s so flattering that my members really care about more than tits and ass and are into seeing my at my hobbies and supporting them. You guys rule!
This is no serious artist update, just a fun time grabbing some sketch pad, drawing a few silly dirty doodles, and then finding another, even naughtier use for my mighty pen!
Artwork and sex can both be a great escape so why not combine them? I am longing to do another soap crayons set again too, perhaps I could do some dirty doodles all over my clean skin? Hmmmm….wanna help be the eraser? All you have to do is rub…
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Naughty camgirling pics and musings
By Audrey | March 18, 2010
This week on my site I posted all the archived pictures I’ve been snapping with my webcam for, oh…the last 6 months or so! I try to post all these archives quarterly but to tell the truth sometimes I just forget.
Keeping warm AND naked on my webcam
Anyway I take these snaps most every day and it’s kind of fun to go back and look at all the naughty stuff I’ve done while camgirling. So many sexy outfits! My bedroom is all redecorated! So many horny people to chat with!
Another show, another load of laundry to do!
Some days being a camgirl is frustrating, you dress up sexy, light some candles, put on some sexy music, and are totally sweet and flirtateous to every and you STILL have trouble making enough to pay your bills, but everyone has this glamourous image of porn & everything associated with it, so they assume you are making a killing, no matter that you’ve been sitting there talking to them about Dr. Who for the past hour with no one entering your chatroom with a dime to his name…
Hmm, will this day be a waste of lipstick, or no?
Ahh, yes I’ve had a few of those lately but of course I wouldn’t do it if every day were like that! Camgirling is pretty damn fun most of the time and I still love it after several years. I do find it’s more important to keep things interesting with new toys, outfits, and themes but I guess it’s that way with everything in life – you have to keep things fresh and spicy!
Staying horny is NOT a problem in these FF nylons!
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I’m just about done with my series of dental treatments for my gums. It has been horribly stressful and fairly painful but I have just one more appointment left to go! Can’t wait for this to end, I HATE the dentist and look what you get for avoiding him…Payback is truly a bitch.
My parents are visiting me next week for 6 days, so I’m not sure what my schedule is going to be like or how much time I’ll be online. They do stay in a hotel though and like to do a few things on their own, plus spend a fair amount of time just relaxing at their hotel since my mother has had health problems the past few years, so I won’t be with them 24 hours a day or anything, but I’m really not sure what I’ll be up to day-to-day so keep an eye on my twitter if you are looking to see when I’m doing private shows or if I have to reschedule my weekly show. Wish me luck! Their last visit was pretty stressful on me but things have been a lot better between us since then so hopefully all will go well.
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Drunk partygirls get the strapon!
By Audrey | March 8, 2010
So what did YOU do over the weekend? I posted a new video from one of my naughtier weekends recently, a wild party at my friend Oasis’s house! After the drinks were flowing, perhaps the sombero I was wearing was getting to me, but I had the overwhelming urge to slip my new strapon on and become part of the gangbang!
There’s a little screenshot from the video of us all drunk, giggly, and of course horny! Lots of licking and some great angles of me doing Oasis with my strapon on the video on my horny housewife porn site! Ahhh, I love to be a partygirl!
XOX, Audrey
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Nylon bitches!
By Audrey | March 1, 2010
What a week full of wild naughty times! My friend Lizz of SexyMissLizz.com came to visit last week, and it was a blast! I haven’t seen her in a few years and we had a great time catching up and being even naughtier than when we first met.
Lizz & Audrey, nylon bitches!
Don’t we make a couple of hot bitches in our nylons? We had a bit of fun in stockings, pantyhose, and the shower the first day she was here, and the second day, Julia of FFStockings.com also came to town and we got down and dirty in some of her vintage lingerie and stockings. That’s my kind of week!
I’ve also been emailing with the lovely Miss Pandora lately, a milfy camgirl who is just getting her site off the ground. She was also here for a whirlwind quick visit over the weekend and we met up for some dinner and chat. She’s planning to come back soon so we can do some shoots together also, I can’t wait to dress her up in my own lingerie & stockings!
After all that excitement I sort of crashed over the weekend, spending lots of time at my makeshift art table, chatting on the phone with my family, and hanging out in my jammies just trying to rest up. I’m feeling back in the swing of things today, definitely, based on the HUGE orgasm I just had in a private cam show, I am ready for my close-up! *wink* There’s quite a bit of photos and videos to sort through now so it looks like I’ll be busy again!
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Camgirl clocking in on Monday morning
By Audrey | February 22, 2010
…by my own personal, flexible definition of “morning” anyway!
Ahhh another Monday already? I spent almost the whole weekend doing artwork and menial personal errands, but it was very nice and just the refreshing break I needed!
The party for the Pantyhose Factory DVD was pretty fun, lots of sexy gals there, and woe is me!! I forgot my camera! I was feeling a little gun-shy I think because we *almost* lost it earlier last week at a restaurant we frequent, but luckily they set it aside for us and had it the next day when we called looking. Incidentally, we also thought we lost HeavyB’s wallet and found it where it fell behind a shelf in his office. Think I need to get organized?? Sheesh!
I posted the photo gallery from the shoot on Leg Tease last week so if you are a member of my site, check it out and enjoy, if not there’s a semi-naughty pic and some info over on the Leg Tease blog about my sucking cock in pantyhose adventures!
This week I’ve got a lot of shoots coming up, and I am very excited to prance around in some of the new lacy things I’ve been shopping for lately!
I’m back on cam today and loving it – I just did a show for a guy who had 3 different pocket pussies he swapped between using while we played. He has almost as big a cam sex toy collection as I do! I love it when guys use toys on themselves, so naughty!
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To my online Valentines…
By Audrey | February 15, 2010
Just reporting back after a lovely birthday/Valentine’s day weekend!
From the Valentine’s update on my site
I kept myself very busy, on Saturday I was feeling a little stir crazy as can happen from time to time, especially working at home. So I headed out to do a little shopping, and found an excellent discount store I hadn’t been to before, ended up spending WAY too long there but scored an adorable little satin dress, a cute new nightie, and a fun bra and panty set. I am always on the lookout for a bargain, if you’ve noticed I go through an awful lot of clothes on this site!
Anyway the dress was SO cute I just had to wear it out and go out for a nice birthday dinner. I ended up going to a couple of places in town for appetizers and wine and it was a fantastic feast. As usual I was up too late and so I spent Sunday relaxing and recovering from the wine and playing video games! Ahhh…
For my birthday I got Rockband 2 with all the instruments to hook to my PS3 and I am SO psyched! I started playing a bit last night and I haven’t lost my touch on the plastic guitar a bit so I am can’t wait to put on my best rocker girl outfit, name my band, and really get into it! So far I’m on guitar and HeavyB is on drums. We don’t have a microphone or enough coordinated talent yet to do the singing but of course I’ll be trying out all the instruments to give them a whirl. If you can pry the guitar out of my hand, which hasn’t happened yet…
It looks like I’m going to be pretty busy over the next couple weeks with shoots and the DVD release party Thursday night. Lots of fun stuff! :-)
I hope you had a sweet Valentine’s day filled with love and treats! I consider all of my online friends Valentines of mine so *KISSES* to you all! :-)
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Pantyhose Factory Shoot & Party
By Audrey | February 10, 2010
Today I’m heading off to shoot some pantyhose fetish stuff for the Pantyhose Factory, a series by my friend and sometimes photographer Gerald Saunders. He’s been a real sweetheart to me with some great advice on photography, networking, and selling my content but mostly just a friend, so I’m so excited to be part of one of his DVDs. I hardly ever work with other photographers and have never done any pro LA-style porn (SO not my speed) so this is definitely something different for me.
When it’s done I’ll have the full scene to post on Audrey’s Leg Tease and I can’t wait to share it with you guys! It’s been awhile since I’ve had some naughty hardcore pantyhose action so I am ready to go!
There’s going to be a little party next week for the DVD release also at one of the strip clubs here in Vegas, the Velvet Lion. I checked it out a couple of weeks ago and had a blast, so if you are going to be in Vegas on the 18th, check it out! Here’s some more info on the event and a little thingie to rsvp instantly if you twitter.
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