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Do I still have any smoking fetish fans out there?
By Audrey | August 7, 2007
Just wondering… I used to do a lot of smoking fetish pictures and videos, but I quit doing them about a year ago, telling myself I was going to quit smoking and not really wanting to market myself as specializing in a fetish I hoped I wouldn’t be able to do.
So, here we are a year later, and I haven’t shot any new smoking stuff to speak of, but I haven’t quit, and in fact, have been sampling a virtual smorgashboard of cigarette brands and types since they are way cheaper out here. Most of the time I roll my own with a little machine, but I like to take different ones out with me if I go out on the weekends…you know, girly cigarettes! These new Camel No. 9’s are just plain sexy, everything from the packaging to the slightly sweet taste to the pretty pink-striped filter makes me long to do a naughty smoking sexpot shoot.
I also got a new Playboy lighter with a triple flame that has got to be the coolest thing I have put in my purse ever. So, with my sexy new lighter and my sexy new cigarettes, I long to do a few smoking fetish photo shoots and/or videos again. I actually already have a smoking fetish section on my site, and on the last smoking update I added back in January, I warned folks:
I will probably not be doing a ton of smoking sets in the future. I still love the look of smoke curling around when I french inhale, which I practiced diligently for awhile to get it down, and I love my elegant cigarette holders, and I love love love the sort of film-nior quality of a lot of smoking fetish photography, but I am trying to be healthier, and part of that is trying to divorce myself a little bit from smoking fetish pics & videos.
There are a few reasons why I quit doing smoking fetish stuff though, and I still have the same reservations. It’s not so much my health I am worried about since I’m smoking anyways, but more that I don’t want to ever do so much that I’m relying on smoking as part of my appeal or image, and that I would feel yet another temptation to keep smoking when I try to quit. I have actually made a couple of attempts this year already, and plan to keep trying until I finally kick it.
There are a lot of drawbacks to focusing on smoking fetish stuff: lots of people find it a huge turn-off, I don’t smoke indoors so I don’t really welcome requests to smoke on my webcam, which annoys some of the smoking fetish crowd, and most of all, I don’t want to worry about my income dropping when I do manage to quit.
Still, I have been looking at my cigarette holders, looking at the new dresses I bought, a couple of which just ooze smoky sexiness to me, and my lovely new lighter and pretty girly cigarettes, and I miss having a chance to really work those french inhales I worked on so diligently when I was doing lots of smoking fetish pics and videos. I would really love to do a few more sets, and definitely feel like it’s possible, but without doing lots and LOTS of them, I can’t really expect to make much money on them, which makes me wonder if it’s really worth bothering with considering the list of cons I just mentioned above.
Ah well, I am usually pretty impulsive about doing whatever I damn well please, so if the urge to light up strikes me during a shoot, I will probably just go for it, but not necessarily make any promises to do lots of it or do it all the time.
By the way, if you are interested in other amateurs who smoke, you might want to check out Smoking Mina and Sexy Alhana, both of whom are awesome and have a lot more smoking fetish stuff than I do.
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